Memoir delivered with humor to ease the pain & a heart full of forgiveness that brings hope

Shake that Cream: Battling Gods and Monsters in the Backwoods of East Texas by Ellen Black weaves the warp and weft threads of her past into a tapestry depicting an abusive childhood growing up in a dysfunctional household that joined Herbert W. Armstrong’s Worldwide Church of God cult in the late 1950s as well as her lifelong quest to escape to normal.

 

Black chronicles events growing up in small-town Texas, attending Herbert W’s church and school. As a bonus negative, her father also taught at the school and knew her every move. Nowhere in her childhood did she receive affirmation, encouragement, or love. Yet, while she longed for it and lived in a sea of disappointment, she hung on to hope that somehow eventually her parents would love her.

When she goes away to college and graduates, she finally escapes the clutches of the church and her parents, but does she really? What happens when her racist parents learn she has a bi-racial child outside of marriage? They travel to New York City to kidnap her baby daughter and in a blink, the nightmare stands at her door again.

Shake that Cream is a moving, highly readable, firsthand account of what Black underwent being raised in the Worldwide Church of God cult. She articulates how Armstrong influenced her parents and so many others. While the details are disturbing, even as Black describes the abuse she and her brother suffered, this enthralling and harrowing memoir carries the reader on a journey of hope through a quagmire of false Christian doctrines, control, abuse, lies, anger, and more. Shake that Cream masterfully weaves Ellen’s story in a way that lays out her dire situation but doesn’t get mired in the negative. She tells her story from the first-person point of view and delivers it with enough humor to help ease the pain, and a heart full of forgiveness that brings hope. She not only escaped but survived with her sense of self intact and the toxic cycle broken.

I recommend Shake that Cream to the cult curious, those interested in secret societies, and false religions, and those trying to learn more about the Worldwide Church of God. I also recommend it to other survivors who have grown up with such physical and emotional pain and are trying to find their way to their own new normal. I award this book a strong four stars.

 

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Cozy mystery filled with layers of enigmas to unravel

John J. Delaney’s murder mystery, A Dangerous Fossil (a Jurassic Jemma Mystery), is set in the small coastal town of Lulcombe, England where two-hundred-year-old seams of fossil-filled rocks from the early Jurassic period attract fossil hunters and tourists. When native-born, 43-year-old Jemma Thorne and her Springer Spaniel, Dino, head out to scour the beach for fossils following a storm, she has no idea how it will change her life. 

Dressed in heavy boots and a long-waxed coat she steps out into the dark of a windy, rainy early morning with her rucksack, dog, and hopes of beating the local fossil hunters to what the waves have kicked up on shore. Dino’s barking draws her attention to a large section of cliff that slipped during the storm, and Jemma makes a lifetime discovery. A plesiosaur skull. And it gets better. The whole skeleton is preserved. And it is huge. A major find. “Jurassic Jemma” is excited. Not only will it put Lulcombe on the map but it will also save the museum from being bought out and replaced by a large development that would ruin the sleepy little town. But time is not on her side. The tide is rising.

A Dangerous Fossil book review

This cozy mystery murder takes place in the museum. Delaney masterfully weaves a tangle of complicated relationships linking several people with possible motives in this entertaining whodunit. Jemma’s independent lifestyle becomes cramped with surveillance. All she wants is her independence back. When the police can’t come up with answers, Jemma makes a plan of her own. It puts her life at risk, but she’s willing to take the chance if she can get her life back and, if she’s lucky, get “Plessie” back in the process.

A Dangerous Fossil features a strong independent female protagonist in Jemma Thorne. Fossils are her passion and her home life as a divorced, single mom with a college-aged daughter and detective boyfriend let her personality, independence, strengths, and weaknesses shine. I recommend this page-turner to fans of cozy mysteries, detective novels, and soft-boiled mysteries. If you enjoyed reading the Ruth Galloway series by Elly Griffiths or Duncan Kincaid/Gemma James series by Deborah Crombie, this book is for you. Delaney provides plenty of neatly packaged clues for readers to follow. A Dangerous Fossil is a five-star cozy mystery winner filled with layers of enigmas and secrets ready to be unraveled. 

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About author John Delaney

 Since 1999 John has written plots for thirty murder mystery party games (boxed and downloadable) with worldwide sales in excess of 100,000 copies, mainly in the UK and USA.

John has written three musicals (Directions, Dream Home and 68 The Musical ) and a pantomime. He has also written an opera called Tir na Nog and one of the arias from the opera, This Mortal Man, was included on the composer's album which reached number 1 on the Classical charts in the UK and number 18 on the USA Billboard chart.

A Dangerous Fossil is John’s first novel and features sassy fossil hunter ‘Jurassic’ Jemma Thorne. A tale of discovery, greed and murder set on Dorset’s Jurassic coast.

 

Author interview with Jorah Kai

 

Book Hookup sat down with Jorah Kai recently, author of Amos the Amazing, for an author interview. His insights, life experiences, and writing advice make for an interesting read. Here is what he had to say: 

 

BH: When did you consider yourself a writer? The time you realized you had crossed the line from ‘want to be a writer’ to ‘I am a writer’.

JK: I think I’ve always wanted to be a writer. I was an avid reader as a child and remember writing stories at about 8-10 years old. I first published a short story at about 11 in middle school and got a lot of encouragement along the way. I wrote stories growing up and published short stories and poems in college. That said, I was not a published novelist until I moved to China, and actually, the catalyst was the beginning of the pandemic. I remember looking at a bookshelf full of printed drafts and binders of books in development and felt a creeping horror, similar to Hemingway’s musings in The Snows of Kilimanjaro when he realized he wouldn’t have the chance to write all the stories in his life he put off. 

Suddenly, I had to tell my story, and I started to blog about my pandemic. That became Kai’s Diary (The Invisible War), a book published in multiple countries, editions, and languages. I realized that the only difference between a book almost finished and a published book was my desire to take it seriously enough to put in the time and hard work to get it done. 

 

I promised to repeat the success of that 2020 book, and this, Amos the Amazing, is my next book and first (published) fictional novel in 2022. I’m proud of it and hope to keep writing like I’ve got a fire under my butt because, as the great stoic philosopher Seneca said, life is short, but if you use your time wisely, it’s long enough.

 

BH: Do you feel you have more than one voice in your writing?

JK: I definitely do. My life has been full of colorful experiences, so when I write nonfiction and my ongoing column, journalist work, etc., I never doubt my voice and can write and publish quite quickly. Novels are a different kettle of fish and take a lot more time to refine. Even in one book, Amos the Amazing, there are many voices of many characters, all containing a little of me, but I try to make them quite unique. 

My next books will push my boundaries in new directions because I don’t want to get typecast as one kind of writer. I always want to expand my voice and style, constantly improve and challenge myself to do something different with my work. That said, I will return to Amos, and I enjoy writing in a setting and developing it, but I have no rush to return. It’ll happen when it feels right [...] and I will take the time to do it right.

 

BH: What kept you writing while getting rejection letters or struggling with writer’s block?

JK: I have been fortunate because my first book happened organically. First, with a nationally and internationally syndicated column, I didn’t have to deal with the typical process of querying and rejecting. My agent offered the book to a major traditional publisher in China, and they said they wanted it off the bat. There were a few in Canada that were interested as well, but my last book was a Chinese story, so we wanted to give them the first crack at it. That doesn’t mean the process was easy, but I bypassed the years of rejection letters typical in this industry, and for that I do feel fortunate. 

With this second book, we also hit gold and got a very prestigious Chinese publisher to take on the book, and I hope it can be a big commercial success. Their last big science fiction novel (The Three-Body Problem by Cixin Liu) was the biggest Chinese sci-fi novel since the Qing dynasty- that’s about 150 years! And it’s been published in more than 30 countries and languages sold millions of copies and is currently developing both a Chinese movie series and a Western adaptation from the former showrunners of Game of Thrones and Netflix. So if they can find a little magick in my story and it can be a fraction as successful as their last big release, I’ll be over the moon. 

Seeing my work take on its own legs as a novel, as a story for others to enjoy, and then as an audiobook with a fantastic voice actor is so unique and rewarding. To see it on the big screen would be the thrill of a lifetime. By teaming up with a good friend, Garrett H. Jones, and using a boutique imprint, More Publishing, to get an English version out to market in 2022, I was able to amplify the stakes and improve the quality of the book that I gave to the Chinese publishers, and able to hold it in my hand, after years of world building and planning - what an incredible feeling! I’m so grateful.

 

Amos the Amazing audiobook preview

In terms of how to get over writer’s block - well - I think I had it for years when I didn’t take my writing seriously, I treated it as a part-time hobby, and that’s what it was until I realized how short my life is and that if I don’t do something now my life will pass me by, my writing was just that, a hobby. In the last two years, I’ve published two books and have plans for 20 more at least. Life is short, but I want to make the most of it! So I sit down and work every day. Some days it is hard, and I struggle to get 1000 words down; other days, it flows, and I can write 4 or 5000, but I aim for about 2000 words or one chapter a day when I’m drafting a new book - and I use outlines and plan well - and it seems to be working well for me. So much of the magic comes in the revision, working with talented editors who push me and my work farther, and just having the patience to rework the page until I feel it’s ready - or my publishers demand it - and then I hand it in and move on. I do the best I can and know that my following books will improve, so I take solace in constantly growing and challenging myself. 

 

BH: Do you use certain tricks that help prevent you from straying from your goal?

JK: For me now, it’s all about planning and structure. I set daily goals and strive to meet them, no matter what. If life gets in the way some days, I get back on track the next day. The main thing is showing up to meet my Muse at the desk and working at it until the magic strikes.

 

How did you come to set this goal?

After a dozen abandoned 150-page manuscripts, I realized writing by the seat of my pants was not for me. Now, I use outlines and work with beats, and if I don’t feel artistic or creative one day, I write the scene as I see it, as I would imagine it in a movie - matter of factly - and then move on. So some of my first drafts can be pretty sketchy in some places, while others are much more artistic and fleshed out, but either way, I get the draft done and know that in rewrites, it will all be developed as it should be before it gets published.

 

BH: Tell me about any workshops you offer.

JK: I have also taught writing at an international school in China for the last decade, as well as art history, which I really love because art through the ages is just an amazing thing to study and so much inspirational fuel for my work. I’m working with my friend Garrett on some online writing courses in China, one we call the Hemingway course, and we have more in development. We’re working on expanding those in 2023 to teach people all over the world on multiple platforms. Teaching people to slow down and appreciate their lives, to write diaries and stories and record their treasured memories, and for some - to become published authors- is an incredible joy, only second to me in fulfilling my dream of becoming a novelist.

 

BH: What inspired you to write Amos the Amazing?

JK: That’s a complicated mix of my observations as a Canadian in China for the past decade, seeing my international students travel to remote rural areas in China and teach children there, and a love letter to the thousands of magic, fantasy, and fairy tale books full of classic tales and mythology I loved growing up. I tried to bring all of that into the story of Amos and share with readers a Solarpunk vision for the future. Set in 2038, we have overcome many challenges, working together and employing incredible technologies to improve the world. I hope some young readers who enjoy the book this decade will continue to help curate and invent the technologies tomorrow that will do just that.

 

BH: How long will we wait for the next book?

JK: Amos has several iterations ahead of it, from the audiobook release in early 2023, the Chinese language release later in 2023, and a special hardcover edition. I am writing a novel set in 1920 in Paris with a horror twist, and I can’t wait to share that when it’s finished. I plan to publish it about a year from now. The next Amos book will come after because I have many stories left in that world to tell, there are so many characters, and they have goals, desires, and plans within plans. I’ve been developing that world for years, and what you see in Amos the Amazing is just the tip of the iceberg. I also love writing nonfiction and have several other books and series drafted that I could work on. If I'm lucky, I will be busy for years and have many stories to offer before I’m old.

 

BH: How do you develop your plots and characters? Do you use any set formula?

JK: I wouldn’t say I use any formula, but sometimes I’m inspired by aspects of people I know, characters I’ve read, and ideas I’ve had. I’m sure all my characters have a piece of myself in them and, sometimes, people I’ve known over the years. I spent about 25 years as a touring music performer as a young man, so luckily have seen and known many people in many places and have this vast, weird, wonderful experience of life to tap into and inspire my writing.

 

BH: How do you develop ideas for your writings, and why do you feel you choose some over others?

JK: Luckily, I get many ideas and write them in journals, and the most challenging part is deciding what to put my time into developing further. I have several ideas that I’ve marked as a trilogy or more… I think it’s important to listen to my dreams, find inspiration everywhere, and be as curious as possible. I ask many questions and try to imagine how far I can take those ideas.

 

BH: How much time do you devote to marketing your book, and what kind of marketing do you recommend?

JK: This is a good question. I honestly prefer to write first and foremost and think that’s the most important job of a writer. Of course, I have spent time on my website, building content, and have made some YouTube videos, but I prefer to focus on my writing because that’s the expertise I want to craft. Some people have told me that if you want to get traction as a writer, you have to put out five videos a week, but that sounds exhausting! I have teamed up with an American PR agency to do some marketing. I hope my continued partnership with American, Canadian, and traditional Chinese publishers will help get my work out to the world. So I do a little bit, maybe an hour a day, of social media and marketing, but after I get my writing goals done, it sort of decompression before I move onto the day-to-day management of my life and family time.

 

BH: Where do you hope to take your writing in the future? 

JK: I would love to write on the moon, in a lunar cafe, staring out at the brilliant beauty of space. My wife says she prefers to stay on Earth, but I’m thrilled about the idea of space travel. I don’t think we’re that far off! I’m patient. I’d love to see my books in many languages and countries and eventually follow humans onto other planets. You know, what every writer hopes for, I guess.

 

BH: What dreams have been realized as a result of your writing? Any special memories that you would like to share...please, oh, please? 

JK: Honestly, I’ve already fulfilled my life dream by publishing nonfiction and fictional novels more than once and writing fantasy novels. That was my life dream; the rest is just icing on the cake. A special memory? Holding my copy of Amos the Amazing around Halloween this year, flipping through 400 pages and realizing that it had all come out of my imagination. Putting it on my bookshelf, next to my favorite books, and watching how it owned that space next to those giants and feeling incredibly grateful for my opportunities and blessings. A finished book is more than a dream come true - it’s 1000 or more days when I conquered the resistance and procrastination of life and accomplished some great writing. It’s all of that dreaming and planning and more, manifested in a physical artifact, 110,000 words, painting a world of my creation that will live forever, and when I’m gone, it’s where people can still go to find me. That’s the magic of writing.

 

BH: How do your friends and family feel about your writing venture in general?

JK: My friends and family are really proud of me and find it inspiring. They know how hard I work at it, and it’s great to see so much hard work finally culminated in a tangible goal. The key is to stick the new book on my shelf, smile, and then move on to the next goal. There will always be another mountain to climb!

 

BH: What do you do to unwind and relax?

JK: I mean, the first step was moving to a mountain in China, retiring from being a touring DJ/music producer, and focusing on meditating, mindfulness, stoicism, exercise, good sleep, nutrition and listening to my own thoughts. I did that in 2014, my last world tour was 2016, and I’ve spent the last most of a decade sort of relaxing and trying to get ready for my next career. My life was too busy when I was gigging to really put the time in to write well and clearly, and so that was a first step for me. I love my quiet, simple life in Chongqing, China, with my wife and family and I couldn’t get this quality of work done with out the peace and quiet.

I started playing guitar this year, finally, and I really enjoy it. It’s a different skill than writing, and although I used to make music as a younger man, I never played guitar before. It’s so relaxing for me, like therapy. I love to cook with my wife also, and we love watching films together. I really love taking in all kinds of stories. My new habit is to slow down and really appreciate life, every moment, as much as I can. I have begun to really watch the credits at the end of shows and films, and think about the amount of work that went into them and celebrate all the individuals that made that possible. Plus, you’ll never miss those end-credit scenes when you take the time to really soak the credits in!

 

BH: If you had to do it over again, would you do anything differently?

JK: Everything! And nothing at all! I’ve had a wonderful, bonkers, absolutely crazy, at times exceptional, and also tragic life, full of ups and downs, but where I am today is where I want to be. Amor Fati, according to the Stoics, means love your life and love your fate, for it brought you here today. Memento Mori means remember you will die. Together, those pillars remind me to use the time I have in every day to its fullest and don’t feel bad about my mistakes because they brought me to where I am today.

 

BH: What advice would you give to writers just starting out?

JK: Yes. Just do it. There are so many reasons to feel like you’re not good enough yet, to want to procrastinate writing until you’ve got a better space, better gear, have read 100 more books on craft, gotten another degree or two, but actually, the most important part of being a writer is just sitting down to write and putting the time in. Trying, failing, rewriting, and eventually landing on something you’re happy with or that someone else picks up and runs with. If you feel like a writer, if your heart says, this is what I need to do, then just do it. Don’t be afraid to fail because failure is part of the process, and just keep going, keep writing, and keep rewriting. It’s the only way you’ll really learn, and the only way you’ll go pro is by treating it as more than a hobby. I feel like it took me way too long to learn that for myself, but we all get there eventually.

Thanks for your time! I really appreciate all the support. Compared to the relatively ‘instant’ gratification I used to feel when writing a new song and getting to play it out, writing a story or a novel and sharing it can be a long, lonely road full of quiet contemplation and solitude. Still, actually, I’ve grown to love it, and building a community of writers and even finding some very old, dear friends delighted to see my new success, means the world to me. I couldn’t be happier

 

Author Bio: Jorah Kai

Someone once told Jorah Kai to write what he knew, but since he was 12 and knew very little, the avid reader set off on a lifelong journey to master a variety of esoteric lore. He’s been a lifelong student, martial artist, musician, English teacher, writer, newspaper columnist, editor, web designer, dance music producer and touring DJ, black rock city existential detective and philosopher, fire-breathing gypsy circus performer, standup comedian, and family man; which offered many profound insights into the human condition before uprooting his life and moving to a city of 34 million people halfway across the planet.

Kai enjoys conversing in foreign languages because it’s more mysterious, and he enjoys playing guitar and eating pizza as much as he hopes you love this book. He lives at the confluence of two mighty rivers, the Yangtze and the Jialing, with a large and loving family for many years as a human being and then forever after as the most immortal of all supernatural beasts, a writer.

 

Social Media: @JorahKai, www.jorahkai.com